Friday, July 3, 2009

im worried about things like the future pt.2

so yeah, sapa tak kisah pasal future kan?

1. Im worried about what my life would be within 4-5 years and in the next 10 years. Bright or bleak?

2. Im worried about my result. Like am I am able to survive until my final year?

3. Im worried about my family and friends. I wonder if they still be there, even if i'm in the most decisive condition

4. I also worry if I ever fall flat on my face, because i definitely dont want to

5. And I wonder what will I do after graduation. You know jobs, career whatever align with that

Most if not all, Im worried about my parents. I want mama and abah to be there for me all the times. They were there when I enter university. And I want them to be there when I grad. I want them to say 'we are so proud of you' because whatever Im doing right now is all because of them. They are the reasons of why Im still here (not lying ok. :p) For almost 20 years they're with me, I still want them to see me growing, get a job, settle down, build a family and have kids. I want to show them whatever I've become in the future, I still want them to be a part of my life. Always was, and always will be. I hope Allah will grant them with a good health state though, I definitely pray for that
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