Saturday, August 29, 2009

sedih betul

tadi i attend bengkel penulisan puisi. organized by poetry club.

im of one the committees tapi sekali gus jadi the participant.

it's not really my thing.. sebab dalam bahasa melayu. mungkin?

well, i tak converse in English 24/7 and im not anti Bahasa Melayu.

i speak in bahasa all the times. dengan kawan, dengan family, dlm message.

cuma, i dont think im pro in bahasa kiasan melayu.

when the penceramah asked us (the participants) to compose a sajak, or a simple puisi, im stunned.

i tak tau nak buat apa. i could not even think of 'pedih yang menggigit perut' atau 'pohon cemara di atas ubun' apa smua.

semua perkataan that i've formed standard sekolah rendah yang straightfoward and mcm moron sound a like.

and its not because of english. not because of BENL.

maybe its myself. yes its definitely myself.

bye.