Sunday, January 3, 2010

suddenlyimnolongerfive

You know how funny time flies so fast, everyone’s changing and suddenly, bang you’re growing? Well, it’s not funny anymore. Not when you have a ‘responsibility bucket’ on your shoulders and people expect you to achieve this and that or otherwise. It’s just so sick to even think about what will happen in the next 5 or 10 years. Yeah, I used to like it, that even the thought of it is well, thrilling. But not anymore. Not when you realize that your sister is big enough to move out and have a life of her own. And worst, when the youngest is going to a land that is far from where I am. *sigh* some part of me wanting you two to stay. :((