It's almost 2.30 in the morning and the night surely still young. im still awake, not wide awake but i guess i could manage to open my eyes and glide my fingers on the keyboard to type. :) so another 2 weeks of break left then hard works need to put on once more. this time around no more sleepless nights nor last minute thingy (remind urself thousands of times please).
truth to be told nothing is hidden. 2 years have gone in a jiff, lots of things had happened ,and im glad i've survived through all of these. no doubt i feel lost and confused at times but then again confusion is never new to me.
Im upset over my own self sometimes, feeling broke and helpless but i do not hate myself. Im learning to appreciate everything that I have. but every now and then i wish i'd be a lot less clueless about every single thing so that it'll be easier for me to consume certain things in life. those ups and downs, heartbreaking decisions, and all the difficulties. but hey, im still alive.
So whatever it is for now, i'll start believing in myself and have a way higher self-esteem that i can be absolutely proud of. :)
truth to be told nothing is hidden. 2 years have gone in a jiff, lots of things had happened ,and im glad i've survived through all of these. no doubt i feel lost and confused at times but then again confusion is never new to me.
Im upset over my own self sometimes, feeling broke and helpless but i do not hate myself. Im learning to appreciate everything that I have. but every now and then i wish i'd be a lot less clueless about every single thing so that it'll be easier for me to consume certain things in life. those ups and downs, heartbreaking decisions, and all the difficulties. but hey, im still alive.
So whatever it is for now, i'll start believing in myself and have a way higher self-esteem that i can be absolutely proud of. :)
