this is crazyyy. the last time i checked i wasnt sure. but now, i get to see the things i never get to see before. it's like something hits you but u're stuck cause u cant do anythingggg about it, like seriously nothing! and i feel like trying but then i stop as i dont want to see myself in the mirror and laugh not because someone made me laugh. it's because i dont want to look foolish and then said 'see, you know one day this is going to happen to you!'
i'm caught up, and now i wish things will work out.
(this is me talking to myself loudly under my blanket)
